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"I FROM INSIDE ALSO CAN HEAR U, YOU KNOW??!! CAN'T U JUS KEEP UR MOUTH TO URSELF?!! JUST NOW, WHO SAYS THAT I'M LAZY?! I'M NOT, OK?!! YOU'RE ALWAYS MAKING FALSE ACCUSATIONS!!! SHUT UP!! JUST KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT! WHO ASK YOU GO AND DISTURB HER?!! FOR WHAT, HUH?!?!! WITH U MAKING UNNECCESARY COMMENTS OUT LOUD, U GET URSELF INTO TROUBLE I DON'T CARE!! YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY CLASSMATE... ALL HAVING THE BIG MOUTH! ... SHUT UP LAR!! SHUT UP!!!U THINK U IN M.I., SO WHAT?......"
its totally dreadful- last night. I'd a "great" dispute with some small minded people. The entire thing was stupid. Ya ya, I was at fault! Its ALL , ENTIRELY MY fault. He's like worst than a stranger or anyone esle I know. He's like suffering from insanity or something. I felt really really angry yesterday. I was still having my dinner when this whole thing started when he stepped out of his room. He wanted to use e com. in the living room n started making gestures at me, exploding his anger like nobody's business. Come on lar. I've to tolerate him for so freakin long. dreadful!! I hate it, seriously! Imagine urself living with somebody like him will already be whole lot of hell, worst still when its he, himself. It'll a fucking experience then. He's no blood-related to us la. wth~ its shameful for us to have to him. He's bad-tempered n lots of bad characteristics fall on him. ok. Nobody is perfect. But, let me ask u sth.. wud u be like him? he's definitely not to be taken pity of or anything liddat. We are not to be blame to make him into such a person. Definitely not! He has the choice, the choice to choose who he want to be. And since he's decision's to be a baddie to us, then so be it! Nothing's gonna change the fact that he is a horrible person. ARGH. k. I've enough of venting out my anger ler.
Today, I felt tired [as usual]. In class, I was day-dreaming.. thinking deeply about what happened last night. The fierce n sorta violent arguement we'd back then.. I was in the wrong. I have to admit. Throwing temper at the little one isn't good. I really love her. She should be more patient with me! HUMPH. She was quite frustrated at that time when I could'nt answer her question n she felt vent her anger to me. I dint felt gd, so I rebut back at her. I scolded her. But of course I wasn't any nastier than what he did to me! Its like what's his problem?! What's wrong with his brain to make him think liddat? He's like always 'kan wo bu shuang de'... *sighs* I felt really hurt. And sad, of cos. By ALL his nasty words that came out of his mouth. Why do
i have such a brother like him? Why can't I have one who will dote me, love me, care for me, joke with me?? In the first place I already dint mind him to be not that gd-looking n all what. Why?? As I kept thinking about all these, I felt even sadder. I dint felt like crying or anything liddat. But... I jus felt veri yuan wang.. =[[ sad sia. WHy must he be SO fuckin sensitive?! Evenn I don't do that!! Easy cm, easy go marh. haix. my mo0d's like ~sian dao~. Somemore everydae can get to c him. I really don't wish to get into any fights with him lliao. I' totally sick of it! Seriously, I hate him n I find that he sux to the core... THE END =.=
