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OH no! MY sis's mad at me for sure. I did something wrong... dint care for what she feel. I feel so so guilty = = but what to do? what is done is done. SOmetimes even apologies doesnt even matter. They're meaningless! you get what i meant? sure you have experienced sth liddat before eh? =/ Oh well, i jus wish that she'll recover so0n [ both physical n emotionally]. *sighs* sad.. sometimes i feel that i might not understand her at all. Its real difficult to do so, u noe? hmms. i hv this fren, she's like the only child in the family... i'll always think of her. If i am her, will I be happy? Without my sister, that is, wont I be lonely? yesh bah. But without her, I wud'nt have disagreements wif her.. i duno. I'm thinking randomly.. =/ perhaps this is how humans work- ppl who r alone, wish to have silblings. But for ppl who has siblings, envy those who is alone. hais. life works in this way i guess..
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"I FROM INSIDE ALSO CAN HEAR U, YOU KNOW??!! CAN'T U JUS KEEP UR MOUTH TO URSELF?!! JUST NOW, WHO SAYS THAT I'M LAZY?! I'M NOT, OK?!! YOU'RE ALWAYS MAKING FALSE ACCUSATIONS!!! SHUT UP!! JUST KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT! WHO ASK YOU GO AND DISTURB HER?!! FOR WHAT, HUH?!?!! WITH U MAKING UNNECCESARY COMMENTS OUT LOUD, U GET URSELF INTO TROUBLE I DON'T CARE!! YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY CLASSMATE... ALL HAVING THE BIG MOUTH! ... SHUT UP LAR!! SHUT UP!!!U THINK U IN M.I., SO WHAT?......"
its totally dreadful- last night. I'd a "great" dispute with some small minded people. The entire thing was stupid. Ya ya, I was at fault! Its ALL , ENTIRELY MY fault. He's like worst than a stranger or anyone esle I know. He's like suffering from insanity or something. I felt really really angry yesterday. I was still having my dinner when this whole thing started when he stepped out of his room. He wanted to use e com. in the living room n started making gestures at me, exploding his anger like nobody's business. Come on lar. I've to tolerate him for so freakin long. dreadful!! I hate it, seriously! Imagine urself living with somebody like him will already be whole lot of hell, worst still when its he, himself. It'll a fucking experience then. He's no blood-related to us la. wth~ its shameful for us to have to him. He's bad-tempered n lots of bad characteristics fall on him. ok. Nobody is perfect. But, let me ask u sth.. wud u be like him? he's definitely not to be taken pity of or anything liddat. We are not to be blame to make him into such a person. Definitely not! He has the choice, the choice to choose who he want to be. And since he's decision's to be a baddie to us, then so be it! Nothing's gonna change the fact that he is a horrible person. ARGH. k. I've enough of venting out my anger ler.
Today, I felt tired [as usual]. In class, I was day-dreaming.. thinking deeply about what happened last night. The fierce n sorta violent arguement we'd back then.. I was in the wrong. I have to admit. Throwing temper at the little one isn't good. I really love her. She should be more patient with me! HUMPH. She was quite frustrated at that time when I could'nt answer her question n she felt vent her anger to me. I dint felt gd, so I rebut back at her. I scolded her. But of course I wasn't any nastier than what he did to me! Its like what's his problem?! What's wrong with his brain to make him think liddat? He's like always 'kan wo bu shuang de'... *sighs* I felt really hurt. And sad, of cos. By ALL his nasty words that came out of his mouth. Why do
i have such a brother like him? Why can't I have one who will dote me, love me, care for me, joke with me?? In the first place I already dint mind him to be not that gd-looking n all what. Why?? As I kept thinking about all these, I felt even sadder. I dint felt like crying or anything liddat. But... I jus felt veri yuan wang.. =[[ sad sia. WHy must he be SO fuckin sensitive?! Evenn I don't do that!! Easy cm, easy go marh. haix. my mo0d's like ~sian dao~. Somemore everydae can get to c him. I really don't wish to get into any fights with him lliao. I' totally sick of it! Seriously, I hate him n I find that he sux to the core... THE END =.=
TODAY it rained again. (jus like yesterday noon) i dint know what to do.. stoning there in blank spaces again. that's resting for me i guess.. Ha. love tuning into 98.7fm esp. the dan & young show! XD hahas. studies are processing quite smoothly.. like milkshakes! XP lolx. every subjects' coverin up to abt 3 topics. That's gd i guess.. i'm a slow learner afterall.. =]] hence i often urge myself to put in thrice the amount of effort i'm putting in, compared to the past. But of cos the environment one is with or at, would influence the person to a certain extent; i'm glad then, to have a great fren like jasmine. She's diligent, intelligent, pretty and so nice to be with too! Except that sometimes she'd be quite straightforward with ya. And... sometimes i felt that she socialise more towards boys and ya, i'd feel neglected. hmm... i'm not sure if that's gd or bad. =x oh ya. Finally we had some progress on GP. WE're like starting on a debate: Families no longer have a purpose in the society. Our team is going for the topic. And i was like what the... even the teacher said that its contridicting itself. *sighs* we are so "suay" (unlucky) to get this. So yar, if u have any clue on how i'm suppose to get on with this, do lend me your helpin hand! X] thanks in advance then! hahas. anyways, chinese new yr's drawing near! YAY. i can't wai
to go back to my secondary sch to visit my teachers. hahas.. it'd be great if more pple can tagg along!~ =]] lalala~ hopefully i can get into MI sci course. Cos' now I'm really into A' levels stuff and i want to learn more. (except for GP tt is) hahas. i gtg now. Bye for now~! <3>
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Anglex3 here~ Hahas.. =.=''' Finally found a suitable, nice and brownish ( muddy) skin...HAHA!! after searching high and low for a nice skin.. coz must skin is nice but verii squeasy.. erm.. squashed.. HAHA (l:l)HAHA Love my piggy~~ and ALL my stuff toyss~ haha.. and Happy Belated Birthday To me~~~ HeHe~~ ^^
To all people out there, I wish you all a happy chinese new year!!
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Don't Worry.. I've some tips to share here.. 1) Write all your problems down and try talking to someone you could talk to if you felt really worried about something or someone you know and or trust. 2) Get a small box and colour/paste the whole box black. This will be your worry box.Put it beside your bed with some scrap of paper and a pencil. Write down anything you feel worried. This is a great way of putting your worries aside so that you can go to sleep and not lie awake fretting - which is pointless because however sensible your worry is, there's nothing you can do about it in the middle of the night. Your worry will still be there when you wake up if you want to start thinking about it again, though usually in the morning things don't look quite as bad. 3)Whenever you feel angry, anxious or agitated today, notice your breathing and see how that calms you down. It's as simple as that - breathe in ... breathe out! I've three more to share.. hehe.. sorryy. (haha.. no singlish 1st time in blog without EdItInG^^ LOL) 4) Have a really soothing bedtime by
Are you Stress?? o.0 Are you like this animated picture??>>? 
Good day gd boys n gd girls~! HARLO. welcm to our shared blogg!! We hope u enjoy our mud-s! XPP byee for now~~
